Each new day brings with it new opportunities.
|Lacey's Crazy! :D|
So the weekend began on friday night where my now Ex Boyfriend decided he would take a huff and not speak to me all night, because I showed a little too much boob in a photo on snapchat. Pathetic right? Firstly I was irritated that he was giving me silent treatment over something so pathetic, and then on Saturday he decided that actually, he would end the relationship there, because of said photo. I was upset at losing him, because I cared for him, but having had time to think about what has been going on, I have realised he wasn't a very supportive partner, and he would only ever do something if it suited him. After a short time I became angry, because actually it is my body and I will show off which ever area of it I like, I liked that photo of myself, and it isn't very often I say that. Why should I cover up and do what I am told? I am my own person, and if you don't like it, leave.
Which is exactly what he did, because I refused to agree with him.
|Auntie Roisin with Sophie and Logan<3|
|Robbie getting ready for deadlifts|
Once back at home, I realised something. I am unhappy. I am unhappy about my weight, my appearance and in general, life. Perhaps this is why I keep finding partners which are unsupportive, unhelpful and generally a dick. I am going to focus on making myself better, I am no longer looking for love, because if its worth it then it will find me damnit! I am going to focus on loving myself, making my life better and in turn, being happier. I have been healthy eating all of today, and I am going to be swimming regularly too. So here's to an update on my JP soon right? Take care!